thinking about dying when i could no longer use the monkey bars + musical questions for normies

i choose the worst settings do i not
inspired at inopportune times
wait for the five uh oh (currently 4/20 so we must be careful)
6yrs ago i had a spiritual awakening
not a fan of female cops or female anything really
females in authority positions...not a good idea
but THIS female cop was a sweetheart
truly awakened vs. relevant for 5min
everything will eventually pass away
anything is better than this shithole
i wanna believe that we will all get to Heaven at some point
trying to explain God is just silly
arrogant to think that they'll have all the answers n never doubt
if we don't falter we'd hardly be human
i fell the fuck off so i could fall the fuck back on
these anxieties fell away from me when i discovered my religion
my existence is proof that God has changed me *featured: my old channels
this is a confessional
if it weren't for my priest i wouldn't have joined the Orthodoxy
boomers don't like bad language
entire generations tend to have the same problems
neither one of us changed our position haha
he met his match w/ me considering...
we tend to be prophets, that's kinda sorta our thing
why do you have to be put thru the ringer in order to start livin right
most mental ills fall off cos we're not encouraged to take care of ourselves (NOT IMPLYING "TREATMENT")
schizophrenics are just aware of way more information that the general public would rather discard
everything that i find fascinating has to do w/ human experience
this is an all-too-common side effect of SSRIs
if i can't even cry about wanting to kill myself...
it shouldn't surprise anyone that some comics are on zoloft
i need that shit in my yard
LIQOUR: this is what america is all about
i dunno why anyone would quit drinking unless they're like dying
smoking weed just ain't the same anymore
i miss driving around smoking blunts tho
it's not just me n my stoner frenz saying that, i've heard it from cops
slowed reaction time would be way more of an issue
you're probably a way more patient driver on weed, jis sayin
mini meltie internalized every time i turn left onto oncoming traffic
i'm sick of politics but at the same time it's still important to me
it's stagnant that's what i'm sayin
peculiar = report to govt eventually
by 36, i had plenty of reasons to get held down in that Holy water
maybe i need to stop calling myself an Orthodox bitch
whoaaaaa wtf is this
i could only handle that for so long
passion is intimidating, that's why Jesus was crucified
i'm typically not wrong about people
i hope it's entertaining at least
got nothin better to do than keep explaining my situation
i understand the world since i'm on the outside of it
i see it in my mind all the time
i'm the same little kid just w/ more life experience now
i've thought about death for a long long time
i guess it's a misanthropic demon
these internet people are lying about a lotta shit but i'm not sure whether they are cons or pawns
most are caught in the crossfire
a lotta people have forsaken their heart it seems
i can't fake it to save my life
currently disassociating (when in a relationship)
sex should be beautiful becuz it hopes to lead to procreation, not whatever most people are doing these days