i can't be all me all the time

either suicide or standup comedy
yeah maybe i shoulda picked different
i internalize most of what i think
i'm right cos i stay up all night analyzing shit
i've already called myself crazy so wtf you got on me
the internet is not real n most on it dunno what they're using is for
gaslighting all the time from all angles
if you don't dunno about the code...
schiza frenetic, i don't panic anymore
i'd rather be w/ the Lord
man my eye is sooooo fuckin lazy!
i've always been knee deep in my head re-experiencing
what if it can't be fixed
standup is in my everything
you're not supposed to shake neither beer or kombucha...MEMORIES!
this drink is like healthy sprite
go ahead that whuppin don't mean nothin
comedy is for everybody, even unfunny people
remember that movie office space
this filmmaking is really good right now
if curiousity killed THIS cat i'd most definitely be dead by now
"progress" = convincing society to go along w/ total garbage
this is a work in success
flip phone for resilience