imma quit smoking (on the way to the gas station to buy a carton)

drugs have always been a huge part of my life
i understand all my unconventional decisions
go down the wrong alley way n get mugged n this is what they internet does
i do drugs cos i like the lift
it's not wise for me to do them cos i have the tendency to obsess about things so...
why wouldn't you drink if you can do it successfully
i can't handle booze or cigarettes and weed presented a similar problem
i just miss smoking blunts driving around my town at 3am
nothing will "take you back"
in a lotta ways my life is still stuck in the nineties (mentally)
the beatniks wrote endlessly about drug use but it's really just kinda obvious
do i feel like waiting for the natural version of the cannabis plant
it's okay to get mad about stuff that is maddening
food was an obvious reward
i really need to clean up my music room (did i do it? absolutely not)
my brain is in multiple zip codes at the same time
it's not that i can't or won't do it, i just really don't want to
i am so in awe of a bitch that can keep her house clean
the deal i will make w/ modern women