i don't enjoy being idealized, mainly cos i can't live up to it

paul westerberg is my shit
the five oh are even more ominous than ever
adequately grunge
many musicians make music that is strikingly similar
i guess i'm not that confident w/ how i present myself
insults help me grow as a person
you don't need to impress me
they don't actually value you but that one thing that they really like that reminds them of themselves
so i did this podcast last night...
if conspiracy people wanna be told what to think then we really are fucked
of course people will be mislead w/ this attitude
it is never my intention to pigeon hole
how to be neuro plastic w/ ag
i backed off talking about technology so much cos people are so broken in this fallen world
there's plenty of shame w/ porn addiction but not w/ social media
this is why the west is not the best
first: world
could it be that maybe people wanna escape the world becuz it's terrible
can you really blame these people for choosing a substance
if you can admit that you're fucked up you will be a lot better off
no i don't support the military
most seem to have a slave mindset
i might as well burn in Hell w/ ronald reagan all cos i caved in w/ this damn seatbelt
addiction seems to be a natural response to childhood trauma
everyone is in a trance
the water supply is altering people's hormones
even w/out childhood trauma people are exhibiting anti-social and narcissistic tendencies
you're already ignoring the person in front of you
you don't really care you just want yer life to be easy
i must digress since i'm too much of a cunt
plz call me a cunt, i can't wait
one side: cunt, another side: protective mother hen
i wonder when the word gematria will be banned, damnit i shouldn't a said anything
i'm getting better at understanding it, thanks aleister
zachary k hubbard, gematria effect news
i pick up on it but that doesn't mean that i'm any good at it
i notice repetitive phrases quite a bit
BLAME IMMIGRATION, obviously kidding
damnit imma miss my 15min mark oh well
in a way these mfs can live forever thru this code
if they can control the language then they can control world events
jim morrison was just being used
the dumb assery of the people is ever so predictable
the news media had never been more powerful than when dt was prez
a win win for every sack a shit in america
pc anything ain't funny
all the religions have been infiltrated
no fear porn in the Orthodox Church, that's why i go
even in the pamphlet about Orthodoxy it stated that the fear tactic is the most effective which is why religions use it so much
we focus on God's love as well as worship
i underestimated the power of being surrounded by God's people
my priest is dying cos he has cancer
the medical profession is all about $ n that's pretty much it
how many people will flex america's obsession w/ making money
morality cannot coexist w/ a love of $
many people love to soak up a bullshit narrative
i do not bemoan my sadness, i wanna experience it to the fullest
the less they accept the bad the less they can accept the good
none of these people understand what the devil does
they are pussies n pussies they will remain