my inner monologue has become outer dialogue

i love starting conversations this way
i checked myself in left like 5 days later
she's the whole reason i went to that psych ward cos i guess i really needed to hear that
my initial reaction to my performance is vomit
every artist goes thru this if they care about it
i know i have a comedian voice (mental ill)
when i'm up there it's totally different then how i thought of it
feelings aren't facts tho
if you can make black people laugh you can do comedy
i can't catch everything, man
i guess i still dunno how to press a button