they never laugh when i want em to *post standup reflections

standup was terrible tonight but i haven't done it in over 3mos
delivery really is most of why you either succeed or fail
failing on stage echoes the general sentiment i have always felt
if i don't time the music right it won't work
which art form should i choose
tonight just wasn't the night
thanking God even tho i wasn't thankful
eventual success is after repeated failures
i've been getting so irritated about regular ass shit as of late
i still have a license, surprisingly
i will always hate the industrial revolution
i should stop expecting the state to ever fix the roads
why solve problems when there's more $ in temporary "solutions"
this is the posh part of nashville n the roads are STILL shit
how to be less of a hypocrite every single day w/ ag
i think the whole art of it is being cool w/ failure actually
not much feedback w/ that kinda energy
open mics of any kind are terrible
some of the time i pretended to be there mentally
if i ain't feeling it, it's obvious
maybe i should just kill myself ya know
the way i say it on stage doesn't convey how funny it was whenever i wrote it down (with such confidence, i might add)
just give it 3 days (ag comedy motto)