addiction is a bitch but you can train her

in the suburbs you have to drive places
i work @ steak n shake, been doin so for over 12 years on n off (mainly on)
totally in my element when i drive, that's when/where you come up w/ a lotta good ideas n interesting thoughts
i do way more than drive tho
i've gotten into enough accidents to prove that i ain't a good driver haha, sorry thelonious/miles (mini cooper)
nothin could bring me back to this world, sorry
sexual dysfunction due to obsessive fantasy life that i've had since i was a kid, disassociation nation
no more imaginary friends or lovers unless i'm bored
i hate that i get so bored around other people
when i'm alone, i talk to myself so i don't need nobody around
demetri flagged me down after i did standup n asked me how to stop being gay
my cd is skipping damnit
when it's widely acceptable in our society more people will identify that way for obvious reasons
homophobia doesn't accomplish anything tho
i told him to keep reading the Bible n praying
i get their predicament but i am fine w/ celibacy
a lotta my fans are gay n don't wanna be associated w/ the lgbt???!!!
a lotta people don't wanna devote their life to God n be "alone"
a lotta that crap fell away due to expanding upon my creative life
struggling w/ addiction/sexual deviance...MAKE SUMIN
it doesn't matter if it's any good cos it means sumin to you n keeps you on the straight n narrow (literally)
my mom had knee surgery earlier today
we already know that it's cos we weren't wearing our seatbelt haha
this method does not work which is why i suggest a creative outlet
my relationship w/ God is worth turning my back on everything else that society would scold me for not wanting
yawl know how much we hate aircraft
me n paisley (cat) were confused earlier today
not blood, red marker
it's not enough to just give up sumin, you gotta have a decent game plan
replacing addiction w/ addiction ain't the solution, it not only has to be a healthy replacement but it must also be personal
just read the Psalms, every facet of human experience is in there
once you develop a personal relationship w/ God n yourself you will be fine
you gotta work for what chu want period
so much easier to fill that void w/ demonic shit than anything healthy
iron sharpens iron, right...we have lived in the south for over twenty yrs this is what happens when you are a sponge