is this just in my head or is this an everybody thing

i dig these chords
12 step meetings get pretty boring after awhile
referring to yourself by the thing that you gave up
not a sheep kinda gal
the sheep don't even know why they do most of what they do
many say that i think too much
the thoughts n feelings run together
they come when i don't want em n they run away when i'm tryin to remember
is this comin from me or somebody that i perceive to be rejecting me
do i not wanna admit that i'm offended
very rare to have a healthy compulsion
picking up trash is such an easy task
nobody takes cares of things tho
you're stupid stupid stupid
donald trump is the biggest straw tho