what pills are hard to swallow these days

confession: i just got back from the hospital yes i went to that dreaded place
i've been having frequent chest pains maybe from my car accident but that happened awhile ago
maybe i'm just internalizing whatever anxiety is left
it's funny n ironic or maybe not ironic?
i was talking about this earlier this morning how i was not anxious anymore n then this fucking happened
no cardiac problems whatsoever tho
better news than having to undergo additional tests w/ additional doctors
chest pain NOT from anything cardiac or lung related
all the medical personel was nice at least
good eye candy w/ the southern belle
i'm almost finished w/ my conspiratorial book
not that an emotional meltdown is weird
nothing is ever a waste but it definitely feels like one sometimes
maybe i do have fibromyalgia but is that even a real thing
use the drugs i wanna use when i wanna use em n try not to whine about it
your symptoms will get worse the longer you sit on the pity pot
endurance is a good thing n a sense of humor significantly helps
if i don't believe in it then it's not gonna work
i don't have health insurance so i'm expecting to be this bill to be about 2 grand
this whole country is irresponsible n everything is outrageously expensive
i never received the benefit from that health insurance anyway
we shall see what happens i guess, i would actually prefer to pay my bills
he's just reaping the benefits n he's being really smart about it