the internet OR watching "time" float away down the drain

how to self-destruct n feel like shit for hours on end
insecurity is what is being revealed to me, at least i know this
most are not cognizant
i try to be real sweet n describe their defeat
why are you running from what chu do every day
maybe they never were aware to begin w/
awareness is truly horrifying
gotta tell the whole class bout what will never pass
the "news" proves that people don't really care about anything
the world really is just a soap opera
the ones that run everything are real sadistic fucks
when you know that you really know enough
i can't imagine myself ever letting go of this information
always conflicted due to forever affliction
addiction just makes sense considering this
i probably shouldn't beat myself up since things are pretty tough
i'm still doin pretty good as long as what's in my head is understood
thank you Lord, i'm never bored
just get up n dust that shit off
some people never figure it out n the result is what we see around us all time
i'm just really sad that this is the way it is
we can't even really be mad, we're just sore about the world
always jumping from one thing to another thing
whack a mole, not whack a gopher
great value whack a gopher at the alabama walmart