it's a blessing to know this, it just stung a little bit

fame won't make you secure
i can't even say the word pure so that must mean sumin
illuminati, etc
fame won't give you confidence
celebrity culture is a vulture here to devour the minions
no heart soul or anything of substance since their life revolves around a tik tok dance
right now right now right now right now right now
the internet proved that everyone is actually a monster
i kinda figured that those people would turn on me eventually due to technology so...it's like the story of the green mile, i am like the main character watching everyone die while i live forever
staring at a photograph, gettin nostalgic n shit...
it don't matter what time people turn on you or over what they do it, i dunno how to word it right
pictures on my fridge from decades ago back when i was a drunk
irresponsible in general
*interesting the way i am singing about this considering the time period i am describing (at the time i was obsessed w/ the super liberal lgbt musical RENT n this whole ditty i am doin reminds me of that rock opera)
luckily no std or unwanted pregnancy but i still have to live w/ it
the people in the picture no longer speak to me but i still have their memory they can never take that away from me
they want chu to hate them n be angry w/ them the way that they are
trolling n political squabbles are such a thing
me n mary, totally trashed either 2005/2006...i miss her but she doesn't wanna talk to me since i moved further R
interesting how many friends i have on the L, i am friends w/ EVERYONE
anarchists hate everything that's why i do comedy
one of our last conversations she confessed that over the span of several days she did nothing but yell at strangers online
going back n forth w/ a total stranger n yet not having a conversation w/ a real friend
i dj ed at her wedding
they want artificial way more than real n they'd rather do the bare minimum than work for what they want
figure out how to talk about it in such a way...
nobody even knows what history is...why wouldn't we wanna be on the right side of the future
all we have is right here, right now
SUCCESS!