every artist is a little to a lot self-destructive *ag's lamentations ie musical confessional

this is the only way that i can be w/ you
this is so terrible, plz change it amy
don't chu love this banter between me n the man in my head
rion always thought it dumb to believe in God
those surrounded by religious folk tend to have a lotta flack w/ that
it definitely qualified as embezzlement haha
i can't get all these thoughts outta my head, meds didn't help
sad that i'd choose chemicals over actual human connection
the only time i ever wanted to fuck was when i was drunk
eventually he got over it n on w/ it but he didn't speak to me for a long time
he randomly called me up several yrs ago n asked how i had direction even tho i put myself under constant duress
i've always had faith even when my life was a total mess
aim less was my original yt channel, featured at the bottom
women are just better at the God stuff, see: mary magdelene
you cannot justify faith in a logical way
so proud of krysta
i am trying to help young women make better decisions than the ones that i made
i randomly stopped taking my meds, so i probably experienced akathisia
if you don't like it, i'm sure you're gone
i don't think i'm boring tho this does get redundant
once again talkin bout people that aren't even here
the internet encourages this
i know shit cos i'm already crazy, i don't need help from this world
overcompensating for my lack of actual babies
i said that kinda sadly but it does sting sometimes, no where near as much as it used to
i'd identify differently if my politics were worse
don't whine about slavery if you're gonna watch tv all day
we need solutions don't we
everything is just gossip much like middle school
i wish people had more character than they have
everyone's gay n not in the way you think
the berlin wall didn't fall, yeah i know old news
i actually hate this now haha
merry christmas DAMNIT
rightee tightees vs leftie loosies
int(h)e(i)r net
not ON the internet but IN the internet
under the AI influence
God don't worry, i'll be back (secular period)
imma go fuck up my life for awhile, sometimes you just have to
what inspires us to create also inspires us to destroy
as long as you understand why...
goin to rehab before i was legally allowed to drink hahaha
why i went to rehab? vanilla boomer parents
passing out in vomit after drinking a fifth of vodka *i think it was actually about 20min not an hour haha
being in a stairwell, totally shit faced...last memory b4 blackout
getting my stomach pumped was the next thing i remember
this is the best part of this whole ditty...fast forward to Holy Communion
you can't cry n sing at the same time, you gotta pick one
nearly 20min for this to get good
this is so much happier
i get so mad cos i've always been a polemicist
being nice don't mean nothin, being kind means everything
just be honest n make everybody leave
the keyboard is dying due to the batteries fading out
gonna play keyboard during this future apocalypse
as long as we're creating then we're not dying
i'm the husband how many x do i have to tell you, it's nothin i'm selling
fave curse word is motherfucker, it's just the greatest
i wrote this on a sheet of paper, replacement words for curse words that i use frequently, i obviously lost that piece of paper hahaha
i push real men away cos i have one in my head & that's where i live
it's not fair to someone that is actually there (mentally i mean)
fuck feminism. still leave me alone, dudes
no booze in 12yrs damnit
i used to drink like 2 pots of coffee a day
just go to rehab n you'll drink coffee like a man
positive prejudice...blacks are the most honest race in the world
*i don't think it's 1 outta 4 but the % is significantly high in all parts of the world, not just this stupid ass country that pushes degeneracy
this ain't "racist" damnit look up MAOA gene if you don't believe me
painful to be around people for too long, that's just the wiring man
does this not sound like i'm having fun
just look at this hat, mf
buffet of yourself....so true lauren we love you so much you're my no1