God still loves us weirdos *Isaiah 56:4-5

can you tell by my near 5 thousand videos that i have a lot on my mind
if people saw me crying they'd assume i was in a state of psychosis
the general public will never understand mental illness
mental ills have God all to ourselves
For thus saith the LORD unto the eunuchs that keep my sabbaths, and choose the things that please me, and take hold of my covenant; Even unto them will I give in mine house and within my walls a place and a name better than of sons and of daughters: I will give them an everlasting name, that shall not be cut off
i know my purpose damnit
society is gonna be mad about my actual gender identity
righteous judgment doesn't come from ego
try telling that to a sheep
the only way to be virtuous or give a fuck about the future is to fuck somebody n breed
the good people should procreate
the tablet kids n tik tok teenagers are the product of millennials
objectively speaking tho...
beating them w/ a stick or putting a tv in front of em probably ain't good
i noticed the stupidity of my generation back in high school
millennials are the sickest, most technology-dependent generation
zoomers have the excuse of not having a choice in regards to technology
so many of my generation are on SSRIs so that explains the grave acts of violence
we all have voices, not just schizos
i've been on that medication, i know for a fact that those suicidal ideations are considerably worse
just suck it up n deal w/ it, that's the nicest way i could put it
it won't get better until you can accept just being uncomfortable
endarkening drugs that turn down your conscience
can't cry, come or pee n yet they still keep taking it
saline/bladder/libido all negatively impacted by anti-depressants
self-medicating can go wrong but not as wrong as trusting a shrink
AA was a good way for me to pretend to be social
now i am using sheep as a pejorative
why do you need a 12 step program to prove that your actions affect other people, i mean duh
speak of the devil, look over here
that was the location of the last AA meeting i attended (only there to pick up a medallion)
my mom got mad at me for this opinion
like i said, don't listen to me if AA helps you, ALWAYS DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU
i am not authoritative but i am still a polemic
i have always questioned n criticized myself so you can just watch the rest of the channel if you want proof
God is transforming me (wearing seatbelt)
that's funny that i'm bitching about sheep, i literally have a sheep on my hat!
the longer i attended meetings the more i realized that i didn't wanna be there
lion's mane!
is that horrible that i'd rather kill myself than go back to AA
the non-sheep don't have kids
i also hate partnerships
it's pulling teeth forcing myself to hang out w/ my friends
i know that Christians don't wanna hear this
many different contributing factors involving gender/sexual identity
i have mean thoughts, i know
the non-sheep will always have solutions to the problems that sheep whine about
throwing 1984 across the room back in 2001
knowledge is useful only if you apply it
if you practiced what you preached you wouldn't preach so damn much
nothing you do will amt to anything if you're not conscious
right thing w/ bad intentions vs wrong thing w/ good intentions
going to france ain't got shit on creating human life
i understand the beauty of child rearing w/out having to do it myself
excessive blinking when talking about chihuahuas
i am actually glad that they chose not to have kids since they'd obviously make shitty parents
i wish EVERYONE would shut up (including myself, goodbye vortex)