i'm trying to create an alternative that allows me to live better

when is it not the case that not all the days are the same
hopefully i have more to give
so bored i can't speak n then the guilt for the sentiment
i'm a comedian, i'm allowed to be a cynic
optimism feels a bit masochistic at this point
everything that surrounds me is death
how many things that we think are one way are actually the opposite way
i just hope that God understands my bonafide intentions
you'd think that knowing i'm forgiven would make for better livin
the idea of nashville just made me more suicidal haha
i got so much shit to do, i never feel satisfied w/ anything i accomplish
what a gawdy ass monstrosity right there
welcome to america, ain't nobody gonna stop you from buying a blowup santa claus for $75
i didn't write a novel, damnit
i set a lotta unrealistic goals for myself
my friend kris got banned from the place where he was hosting a mic (probably cos he was banging the chick who's the GM)
cafe coco was always packed
i don't like people very much esp in such a small space