you have no choice but to disappoint me cos you're not me

the lights go off when i talk too much
yawl have seen way worse lighting from me
LAME! it's okay i forgive you
i stress that i know how annoying i am
i'm convinced most people don't hear themselves
i'm too busy being my own baby
i go back in my head, good luck gettin me out
this dude @ church keeps hounding me
my heart strings are easily pulled
i sound like some amy winehouse esque pop singer when i get going
these text msgs are creeping me out
i know exactly what you're doin at 11pm
ag knows how to stay young
i always underreact when i wanna push someone off a cliff
men act just like women
nurturing n compassionate...that's the most important thing
conceiving when not ready is also socially irresponsible which makes it immoral even if it ain't murder
i am adopted, you have to lemme talk about abortion
even when i was a liberal i couldn't stand feminists
all human beings seem to do is misbehave
why would you want some wreck less n irresponsible sexual encounter to start off your potential kid's life
no jail time or unwanted pregnancy praise God
akathisia mimics mental illness, that's why you should never trust a head doctor that pretends to be a real doctor (but what is a real doctor as long as the rockefeller foundation exists)
i drank off that akathisia i guess
the train of thought already crashed
abortion vs. irresponsibly breeding
i kinda want a theocracy
every man i've ever been w/ treated me right at some point
my piano died much like my relationships
i just love that intro song so much
relationships rarely work out cos of me
accountability is kinda my thing
i take myself every second of the day
imma be such a nuisance that hopefully they leave me
i'd rather do everything alone
how do i address this in the nicest possible way
too much time w/ anyone n i lose my mind
that % of me that wants alone time keeps getting larger
call that all things self...
siri told me i already killed myself