when i was a kid i predicted a total lack of normalcy

you know i've done this one before
i don't mind not having short term memory (it's okay, my memory is still better than most of america)
i just wanna hide out from society
i have to leave the house, pay my bills n make social contact but i'd really rather not
i'd rather stay couped up in my room
don't chu love this closeup of my titty, i promise that was not intentional
i don't enjoy being ugly (verbally)
truly tearing shit apart is a lost art
i know how to do it right, i promise
every time i open my eyes i despise everything i see
if you see things the way they really are you will get called schizo
they don't condone this one
mental illness as a whole is not stigmatized, schizophrenia is
social media brings out the crazy
why are they pushing all the shit that they're pushing (oh wait...)
i purposely sing outta key
you fuck shit up cos you've had enough
the stuff that they're pushing is never interesting
imma break these keys eventually
i am at my wit's end
gotta slow it down now
everyone's gotta capitalize on society's failure
we're supposed to try to be like Jesus not just keep goin on & on about His sacrifice, we must do the same in our own way
this is making me so mad
stop getting so excited amy
the man in my head tells me to explain
He knew that He'd suffer but He still did it anyway
it was the right thing cos it was the Will of Father
i think this is a fairly good explanation
this is my sacrifice yawl
i am jealous of sheep til i remember that i make stuff
say what needs to be said n get hated every time
i can't tell you how many X i've been called things that i'm not
no let's make it bad (typical piano punk)
if you do God's Will you too can be God's son (or daughter!)
many get confused by my masculine energy
me fucking up kinda goes along w/ what i'm talking about
why don't people study themselves
it's not ____'s responsibility to understand you
of course these people probably get themselves into legal trouble
i think i said that right actually, it just didn't sound right
most problems in this world would be extinguished if people made minimal effort to understand themselves
i could just walk n talk to God, FREE SHIT
this is my Orthodox prayer book which is highly useful, still i don't need it
nobody has to tell us to prostrate
don't ever tell anyone how to pray
why would you talk to God in somebody else's way
call me defiant but i am allowed to disagree
the spiritual already have what religious people want
the gift of prophesy is emotionally excruciating
why would you wanna bring children into this world if you know what the rest of society doesn't
when are people gonna figure out that they need to check themselves outta the system
if you really want that you'd better go out n get it
i have no tolerance for that controlling bullshit, figure out yer own damn life
i was talking about a lotta things
but do people have instincts anymore
it was stupid to try to be normal but i had to
the real anti-depressant is creativity
memes n tweets don't fuckin count
inspire people to do more than get back on the internet
i'd rather not just fester in the problem
i dunno how to talk get over it now
you have the answer inside of yourself
anything that doesn't advance you in your spiritual state is nothing more than a distraction