defense/offense is an interesting fence

i really love playing music in my car
i used to be miserable which is why i'm happy now
i stopped feeling sorry for myself
i trusted that i'd eventually figure out how to do my life right
i did exactly what i said i was gonna do
i told myself i'd never be in a relationship again becuz of that
when you're DIY the chances of not so shoddy camera job are slim to none
i totally nuked that relationship
yay! i actually remembered
i changed a lot in that 2 years
i just wanted to be by myself all the time
i have this opinion of tv for a reason
nothing has to be a vice, but we are flawed n broken so...
it's an escape for most people
i've seen this happen w/ so many couples but mainly studied my parents over several decades
i don't watch tv when i'm by myself
we the tv, mf
i made this decision to just go w/ myself
i felt like i was going thru high school all over again only it was fun this time
am i going to play a song or what
i found my niche in accepting myself
going along w/ my circadian rhythm is oppositional to the rest of the world
i am so good at chaos n multi-tasking
the more stressful, the more i prove how amazing i am
such a disadvantage to not expect anything unexpected
we're always predicting sumin terrible happening
james murphy right here
every single time i open my eyes i'm surprised that i'm still alive
most that play music know the notes that they're playin
give me a sound plz make it profound
i wanna impress people until i realize the futility of that
nothing validates me quite like me
i'm the dopamine wtf you gonna do for me