why didn't i get it the hundred fiftieth time

you can't label what i do
i was never satisfied w/ the labels that i've given myself
so glad that i am over that part of my life
it took me a very, very long time
i'm around these things all the time n they are no longer a temptation
i can feel terrible n be self-destructive w/out alcohol
whatever you wanna accuse me of ain't shit compared to what i will accuse myself of
i know all the stuff that people wanna tell me
don't think i won't reject what you try to sell me
yes i know it got annoying, i hope it's not just female bullshit haha
i caught the vortex just in time