these internalizations have only one way out

this is why we swear
just look at that, does that not piss you all the way off
if i seem childish fuck you too
people can't really get to me due to this shield
reacting is so immature, you are almost always wrong
so i didn't wanna be told what to draw so no art lessons for me
reserve it for what deserves it
most don't even understand their emotions
determining the next line of action thru analysis
easier to be angry at those around you than yourself
recreating the chaos trying to make sense out of it
b/c it's a self-fulfilling prophecy...
you never bought that yoga ball, says my mother
my mom doesn't want me to end up like her, which is totally understandable considering her edema
don't worry about me, we got the yoga ball
i can always tell when someone is annoyed or frustrated w/out verbally expressing it
women always complicate things that really should be simple
it's a rubber ball, mom
how could the reviews even be bad
if there's no conversation to be had then just shut up
maybe it's just a mom thing which i don't understand cos i refuse to put out
i'm not a good liar but maybe i should attempt to be to see if that changes her behavior any haha
i am way more patient w/ them now than i was growing up, but they have always been very impatient w/ me so it was a stalemate
boomers have pretty similar mannerisms
leave it to the pot-smoking hippies to protest the vietnam war...
most millennials are liberal so naturally they hate their boomer parents
it must be a really really hard job to be a parent
girlfriend or codependent leech
she is literally the only reason why he has spent any time w/ them at all in the past few years
she weaned herself off anti-depressants so that does impress me
my brother & i went the complete opposite route, he's miserable cos he did what he was told n i'm happy b/c i didn't
even when i attempted to go somebody else's way it was made obvious pretty quick that it wasn't where i was supposed to be goin
just b/c i can do it doesn't mean i should do it
leave it to codependent NON-schizo women to make babies
listen to gigantic by the pixies if you remember
i don't wanna take a whole wk off again over this shit