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Tom Orlando "State of Mind" (Official Lyric Video)
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Engineer: Tom Orlando
Writer(s): Tom Orlando
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LYRICS:
[Verse: Tom Orlando}
I never open up like this to anybody
Try to keep the pain within but its unbearable
I love my momma more then anything
But shit you cannot fathom
All the trauma that I'm going through when I put up a front
I want a peace of mind
I wanna live a life without the fear of dealing with a drunk
Whos constantly insulting me
A mother fucker, lazy peice of shit
A stupid worthless bitch
And I ain't even scratch the list
Its really hard for me to say this
As I'm writing on this song
I hear her banging on the walls
Banging on the glass
Trynna get attention
I don't know how I'm resilient to all the noise
Growing up to screaming did a number on her voice
Always blaming everything on me
When all I ever did was try to be the best of me
At the age of 9
Seeing all the coke
Dealing with the drinking
While I'm hiding trying to cope
I don't know if I can handle anymore
Doing everything I can to grow and move up out the house
Praying up to god
Wanna make it out
Why the fuck am I the one whos gotta pick up all the pieces
Every single fucking night alone
I wish I grew up in another home
I wanna fly away
Live another day
I got a son to raise
Never being led astray
Growing up without a father
Dealing with a trauma
Having zero guidance
Getting into trouble
Giving in to violence
Fucked me up
Man I don't wanna live like that
I wanna set a good example for the youth
Be the father you can come to after school
Having dinner with the fam
Making memories and being proud about your past
I got alot to learn
And I am just beginning
Doing everything I can to make a fucking living
Learning from my past
Never gonna live like that
Ima be the dad that I ain't never had
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