this reality is so ridiculously uninteresting *deja doodoo

i am going too slow, so i try to never be ahead of others
it's obviously making me nervous
it's after midnight we want the whole lane to ourself
NOT A COP check
i don't care much for sound quality
my existence is quite a visual
i do have it covered
bumps always, shitty ass roads
i'm tired of fighting what i know is always inside of me
i get so mad at myself that i can't be somebody else but that don't make sense...see i still do it but i catch myself
i'm talking about me here hahaha
isn't everything just another version of stuff we think we hate
nobody knows when they're being abused
i made so many valid points tonight
use this joint to prove a point +joke joints
why wouldn't silly come from me
the absurdity is what's missing in comedy
yours truly ain't no band wagon, i got my own
when do i not have a lotta stuff
i hate that i am like that, other times i am sooooooo grateful to be this way n not that way
hey socialization ain't my forte n besides everyone's gay, that's gonna be my future excuse