My opinion on the suicidal system, reality lies and more.

Insomnia has taken it's toll and as you can see I look like shite.
I gained 4lbs in weight so that's good but my thoughts are sad and memories faded. What I want most is: To leave this illusion as I no longer wish to humour it with my sufferings.

Now I see and feel others sufferings, I find it harder to walk this earth without wanting to depart. And all without concern nor fear for what is to come. Why would I when the false love I received wishes secretly to be traumatised and lied to as long as it gets its toys, playtime, bot bot and sweeties. Idiocracy is now and one I refuse to join, as dumb as I may be I am not so retarded to join a cult worship that by stealth promotes open genocide and eco murder.

If it is all fake, thank fake for that!
If not, fake it, so you may safely fake off ahead of time!!

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤