...only those to whom it has been given *serving the Lord w/out distraction

in relation to myself (but of course)
this is very strange for those that are driven sexually
i used to long for that back when i didn't get along w/ my family
i used to fantasize about meeting that one person...
it was a revelation to discover that i was that person the whole time
people don't understand passion outside of social outlets
most look to others for approval, it's just way worse now cos of how much more control the culture seems to have over the youth
once again reading matthew 19:11-12
before and after Jesus has to explain society's misunderstanding of this
i am yelling at myself here, can you tell
relationships are one hell of an obstacle course
relationships are hard but they're not supposed to be Hell
sex is a lose/lose situation unless you know what you're doing and why you're doing it
let's also read 1 Corinthians, why not
some people shouldn't procreate PERIOD
paul is hilarious, man
am i misinterpreting it for my own personal gain, i don't think so cos of how much shit i've already given myself