living my dream even if it's your nightmare *24hr party people

i know i'm redundant in what i bring up
i'd like to be believe that i'm different but maybe i'm not
how could you not be spreading lies in a country where that's all they've done
we can't prove many things that we don't even question
i know i seem so bitter tho
maybe i have a leg up to know that this whole game is rigged
you can't choose many many things
i wouldn't have such a need to express myself in this way if i wasn't afflicted
creative types naturally plagued by emotionality that they couldn't explain if they tried
...that's why i don't bother
crying is fine.
nobody has to understand but me, this is my clarity
even if you could relate to this polished anguish of mine it still wouldn't do it for me
it still wouldn't mean what i want it to anyway
once again, no FOMO
the biggest lie is telling you that you're not alone
only identitical twins are the the exception to this rule
i will always ponder the actuality of making babies whenever sexual intercourse takes place
i wouldn't be here had two people not made a mistake
i will always feel like a mistake
a lotta people will struggle w/ this forever
the most you can do is attempt to understand it and do sumin positive