i've always lived w/ the knowledge that i was on the brink at any given moment

this is what i do
i might do sumin w/ all that hoarded crap (but probably not)
you might think my life is pathetic, sometimes i have that same opinion but most of the time i love my life
paisley meows at herself on the screen
it is lonely but it isn't cos of how much we love God
i didn't wash my harr SPOILER!
eighty one degrees in my house
broke most of the time
most people are set in their ways
me n my dad are very similar in certain ways and total opposites in other ways
don't do that, man...CLASSIC
you don't have to tell me that my teeth look like shit
when a tooth plumb falls out...
paisley knows how much this hurts
so happy that i have a cat that lets me pet her belly
yes this is the process of being myself
deny or project here in america
my interest in mental illness proves what personality disorder i have
mentally motivated but not physically
"psychosis" is just the truth about this shit world
so much futility to life
people are so ugly to each other
people set their fate in stone
maybe it's the right word maybe not
as long as you get the gyst...
women obsess about the wrong things and now men do too cos they are taking after women
maybe it's not up to me to figure out the solutions
now i'm one of those people w/ slimy ass harr, pray for me vortex!