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stone cold maria --- (spoken word poetry + music - no singing or rapping)
also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/
stone cold maria
sweet maria, let me tell you about my thoughts on last night
& why you caught me gazing into the void
I lay here stone cold, numb..... Â
on a makeshift sick bed, in a straight jacket,Â
naked in my skin, my most suitable attire,   Â
& you straddling my chest,
questioning my wasted years without you,Â
 =
a mirror reflecting me from the ceiling, Â
counting my eyelids shutter for every day missed,Â
from the tightening grip  of your mouth, having on my lips, Â
never to entirely kill meÂ
or to let me live in peace. Â
=
it's not dying that I fear, Â
it's seeing the expression on your faceÂ
when I take my last breath Â
as I lay here stone cold,Â
=
waiting for you, waiting for you, my love to know that Â
to be assertive is to be more merciful, Â
like the day you drove your beautiful self to me Â
testing my fortitudeÂ
that's now succumbing at your grip.Â
=
I had faith in you,
I let you in to build a podium for your egoÂ
so I could occupy its size to fulfill your needsÂ
I've built castles for wintertime andÂ
tents for the summer coastlinesÂ
while I was looking for shade by an empty lake Â
when you looked the other way
I've carved a pool in my mind to accommodate Â
dripping saliva from your mouth to top it off.....Â
=
everything smiled the day your mercy touched Â
every scar you burned me with, Â
charred a delicately tattooed me,Â
short of a cure, Â
gazing at your neck & backside
from the mirror's reflection,
wondering how crazy & warm a healingÂ
it would be from the inside.
=Â
you're still straddling my chest Â
cautious about delivering a final blow Â
even though you know that, Â
I'm laying here harmless, Â
paralyzed & stone cold...
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for maria
April 14, 2003
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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: Tranquil by Whitesand
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/martynaslau
DOWNLOAD LINK: https://www.dropbox.com/s/9llp77uszc...
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