Laquann Schultz- ALL AROUND FEELING FREESTYLE

Long term goals, for whenever the game folds,
Like I'm tryna wash clothes but the stains won't go,
Got some blood on my shirt, can't wear that shit to church,
Couldn't tell my girl the truth, cause I know it would hurt/

But I lurk in the darkness,
Waiting for my target,
Shot like a marksman,
This is what you've started/
I gotta couple names on my list still,
This is as close as a colorless world feels/

I'd rather never pull out the piece,
But It's my relief, to how I've come to settle the grief,
Got no receipt, Cause change for my life is unnecessary,
I only pray our bad traits ain't hereditary/

Chilling at the mall, but I feel alone,
Thought my life could be fulfilled with a second phone,
Dial a couple numbers but with hesitants,
Still waiting on a few replies to my messages/

(Hook)

Watch on my wrist, with a clock I forget,
Cause time moves too fast and im not that quick,
Running wild in the woods, praying I don't trip,
Really thought I knew it all, but I don't know shit/

Money on my brain, but our reasons not the same,
Life might need a change, but I don't need the change,
So I remain, a symbol of ever dulled ignorance,
You said you need a chance, I don't think I'm keeping stock of it/

(Hook)

I only wanted love but the opposite was provided,
Two sides of a coin, but tell me how life decided,
Memories have collided, and clashed with all my present thoughts,
Rich people hope and pray a ticket into heaven's bought/

Picking up the pace with a clock ticking,
Destiny's a funny story, but it's unwritten,
Looking thru my lenses but with blurred vision,
Love tends to be a drug and I keep itching/

Rehab, my bad if I broke hearts,
Life could take many twists like a flow chart,
Living in the brightest lights but I know dark,
Shawty got a very brilliant mind, but it's no spark/

Separate the boys from the men,
One thing we have in common is as kids we pretend,
Paper planes leave a strain when the distance occurs,
I could get an earful but the silence preferred/

(Hook)

Tension in the moment, I'm my own opponent,
Keys to my mind rent free and you own it,
Heart beat fast like a car just gassed, praying I don't crash, like the cops on ass/

So I, keep you arms length from a echoed fear,
We all love something til it disappears,
Thinking back with regrets in the distant years,
But I would never give control and let the devil steer/