how arrogant to think that you can change someone...i chose this castle, damnit

i will go outta my way to avoid social interaction
a couple dudes at my church who have an obvious crush on me
i don't mind waiting so's to not have to talk to someone haha
should i just lie n say that i'm a lesbian, that's what i used to do
they think that they can sweep me off my feet or some romantic comedy bullshit
any guy i've been w/ would warn you that it ain't worth it
i'll freak out before we are even serious
you either like onions or you don't
working in restaurants as long as i have i can attest to the fact that you can't just scrape onions off a burger and not receive a complaint
i have a genuine distaste for companionship haha
at some point, there's a cutoff
if only i were more organized and could turn this into an actual, well-sculpted bit
most want to have companionship n sex
i used to fantasize about it becuz i can't have it, now i hardly even fantasize about it
that one guy that changes everything...
i really hate lying tho, i suck at it
i do have gender dysphoria but i ain't gonna go along with all that shit cos it's so deranged
men and women can't just be friends
even masturbation repulses me in a lotta ways
this issue keeps coming back up and i'm tired of having to explain it
let's make it catchy, that's what we must do
no point in sex if you ain't procreating
...unless you just wanna be an animal
the peace sign is bad amy