general consensus would be a hard no when it comes to self-control *more piano punk outside

i dig this angle a lot
yes i know that tattoo is a free mason symbol
often times i find myself yelling about things i shoulda known but i didn't
i'll be saying the exact same thing in just a few wks
i'm really good at self-flagellating
maybe i just enjoy the sting
i just wanted to wave for no reason
that was the little kid part of me still a girl
i wish more would beat themselves up if doing so would improve their life the way it's improved mine
whatever they think they're saying that is so important...
it'll never be enough to satisfy ya
compulsion/steady erosion of your self-control
those that actually care about how they come across and treat other people...
i mean for real something
that's the little kid voice again, like i said still a girl haha
i wanna do sumin that means sumin but not in the eyes of the world
i am seeing those good things right now
there's still good art out there but you gotta search n seek
kandinsky/andy warhol kinda art okay fuck off haha
true art is supposed to make you think n puke n be emotional as fuck
i rebuke the world i live in and its' constant encouragement to sin
so bereft of any guilt n shame
that's okay it's outta keh
we sing outta key a lot and play the wrong keys *and break the keys as well haha
i'm not supposed to be perfect but i can always try harder
with God all things are possible
stop relying on earth people to do all the spiritual stuff
they're so outta touch w/ what God really wants from us, which is why we need Jesus to be the example of what a good human is inclined to do thru God
still ain't no saint, swearing up a storm and not being able to pass a drug test but Jesus makes me clean not me and i am sober from booze only becuz of the consciousness He granted me