when you zoom out you realize why you shouldn't have zoomed in *piano punk outside

i get excited about bugs crawling on my keyboard
who says it's a problem and it needs to stop
who gets to decide what the problems are
americans don't even know but if they did they still wouldn't do anything
the role that we play in everything that's where the real responsibility lies
we don't have a say in the big stuff
they don't seem to know this do they
i miss you lauren i pray for you wherever you are hopefully the fuck off the internet
sometimes i wanna force everyone to take psilocybin but then i feel very selfish for that desire
they'll never be ready for that level of negative information about the world that they live in
sheep (most) and non-sheep (that teenie tiny fraction of us)
and of course those people you think you're supposed to hate
i know absolutely nothing it seems, every once in awhile i think i know sumin
what most definitely won't all solve the problems...complaining about em
it makes it worse, FOCUS on the shit and that's all you smell from now on
you're giving em exactly what they want
sorcery thru mass manipulation of information and environment
they took away your natural born freedom of speech and sold you this phoney idea of constitutional patriotism
so many wars, man so many wars
different versions of the same piece a shit...welcome to amerihahaha
i get really annoyed most of the time and really angry some of the time
anger just doesn't do it for me
is this healthy or unhealthy...questions you oughta ask yourself in relation to all of your emotions but esp anger
studied bdpd and i realized a couple years ago that i really shoulda studied all of em and i woulda saved myself a lotta heartache
man i am such a dude
when you pay attention to just one thing
if sheep are talking about it don't talk about it
you gotta be on the fringe to dig me haha
when i say on the fringe...i mean that in the best possible way
all your insults only strengthen my case so thanks?
a list of insults i have received over the years *usually repeatedly by different people so i must be a pathological anarchist or sumin
additional insults that i wish they would hurl at me
showcasing a hopefully worthwhile attempt at applying self-knowledge