Portland Oregon self defense statement please help share

I need everyone to please help share my story I'm in Portland Oregon facing 25 to life for defending myself against my roommate who assaulted me pulled a gun on me him and his girlfriend beat me. I felt I had to defend myself now I may lose my life. I fear I may lose my life for a second time spending the rest of my life incarcerated Givesendgo.com/DREWMOW I need everyone to please share my story I've lost everything I don't want to lose my freedom please share my story I'm struggling they won't hire me because of this pending case or else I would be working to get a lawyer.