20230518 A Brain Dump on a Lifetime of Depression. And on Change

As the grey mist began to recede, I was tired (look at my face in this video), and did a brain dump on a lifetime of depression, and transitioned into thoughts on change.

Why am I so determined to leave a successful career, doing something I'm good at, and enjoy? Is the depression tied into it?

I don't know. But I do have thoughts.