PT1 "SAD SMILE" S3 E6 (ME AND MY SONG)

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SYNOPSIS…

PART 1
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU’RE GONNA HAVE A BABY?? Well, Jessica Leia isn’t going to. Instead, she’s going to give you a fun little monologue this week on “Me and My Song” about why this month’s song was born: because she did, once, ALMOST get talked into making a baby be born! But she was like: “No. Nuh uh. No way.”

Come along as Jessica discusses her confusion about why it is that so many humans have this deep desire to mass produce “needy little life forms”, while she, herself, does not. Laugh along with her as she exemplifies why she wouldn’t make a good parent anyway and further, how that simply is not what she’s meant to be doing on this planet, this time around. How does she know? Well, she knew it from the start. But also, she knows because around about the time when she wrote this month’s song, “Sad Smile” a red alert went off in the Universe and she received a very clear message from the Intergalactic voice-over whilst cavorting along an alternate timeline: “THIS is not what you have come here for”.

Watch the full episode:

VIMEO ~ https://vimeo.com/825720969
BITCHUTE ~ https://www.bitchute.com/video/8vyXNDhXnKCc/

Watch the other parts of this Episode on YouTube:
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT1 ~ https://youtu.be/evB7Uf-Ello
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT2 ~ https://youtu.be/ceZBqcMcD4c
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT3 ~ https://youtu.be/Bfiw_hvjvb8
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT4 ~ https://youtu.be/8b8cpazMzh4
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SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT2 ~ https://rumble.com/v2pg5zc-pt2-sad-smile-s3-e6-me-and-my-song.html
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT3 ~ https://rumble.com/v2nveps-pt3-sad-smile-s3-e6-me-and-my-song.html
SE3 EP6 “Sad Smile” PT4 ~ https://rumble.com/v2pg65h-pt4-sad-smile-s3-e6-me-and-my-song.html

“Sad Smile” SOLO Music Vid: https://youtu.be/t5aOOYznRoU
“Sad Smile” Music Vid: https://youtu.be/pxiB_j7FOEc
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Written, Edited, Directed and Produced by Jessica Leia
Copyright © Jessica Leia 2023

Sad Smile – Final Studio Version: “Sad Smile” is a tender and heartfelt Folky kind of ballad, reminiscent of something you might hear sung by Peter, Paul and Mary or the Carpenters. The touching lyrics of this song speak of the heartbreak that comes from loving someone immensely, but how that is just not enough when you both want completely different things in life. Enjoy this final studio versions as Jessica Leia and the boys bring together, seamlessly, all the lovely sounds in this beautiful tune!

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* Written and performed by Jessica Leia
* Jessica Leia on Vocals and Acoustic Guitar
* Mixed and Mastered by Dean Kattari

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Itunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sad-smile-single/1688378273
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* Written and performed by Jessica Leia
* Jessica Leia on Vocals and Acoustic Guitar
* Rich DiBenedetto on Drums
* John Rogstad on Bass Guitar
* Mike Ormiston on Lead Guitar
* Jimmy Phelps on Acoustic Guitar
* Mixed and Mastered by Dean Kattari
* Produced by Dean Kattari and Jessica Leia

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Lyrics….
Sad Smile

Verse 1
You come to me with longing eyes, to express this yearning deep inside.
You say the years have gone and the time is ripe, don’t wanna miss your chance for makin’ life. And you’re sure… really sure.

Verse 2
Now I’m not sayin’ it’s good or bad, it’s just somethin’ I’ve never longed to have.
And you’ve always known it wasn’t meant to be, but still you keep on asking me if I’m sure… really sure.

Chorus 1
‘Cause you cannot walk the path of the sad smile.
Always glad for what yu had, but wondering how things might have been and what you might have tried, if you’d had a child.

Verse 3
Well, I’ve seen that smile time and again on many women and many men
who wanted things the other way, but decided they’d go on and stay and so I’m sure… really sure.

Chorus 2
That I cannot walk the path of the sad smile.
Always glad for what I had but wondering how things might have been and what I might have tried if I’d not had a child.

Verse 4
Either way, it’s a broken heart: one gives in or we both just part.
So here we are, neither one with doubts and still the time keeps on running out and you’re sure… and I’m sure

Chorus 3
We cannot walk the path of the sad smile.
Always glad for what we had, but wondering how things might have been and what we might have tried.
‘Cause when you’re makin’ life, you have to be sure.
And I‘m sure… And you’re sure… Are you sure? I’m sure…

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