One Last Drag

One Last Drag

It all feels like just a memory
Pale skin, white face and inhale
Grip my lungs and then escape me
To leave me stale .... A breathless shell of me
Don’t you leave me, I need your sting again
See you floating away as I light the way to just another bitter end

Chorus
Wanting more
Feeding the monster inside
Just a little bit more now
Crawling on the floor
Kicking me in the side
but I still beg for one last drag

It all feels like just a game to me
is being sober just a failed anxiety
Im ashamed to feel the Lust for pain inside me
An endless war I see
Won’t you save me just a taste my bitter friend
See you drifting away as I find the way to just another tragic end

Chorus
Wanting more
Feeding the monster inside
Killing me slowly
Crawling on the floor
Kicking me in the side
but I still beg for one last drag

It's no use hiding
Everything is dying...
I can’t go on slowly killing myself.
And I can’t find a reason to try

At the bottom of the hole
god bless my soul
There's is something more to find
if we can turn the dark to light