I'm Sorry I Didn't Speak To You

May God Bless The Trimm Family

I am sorry that I didn't speak with you. I was a coward. But, I made the right decision. I am confident that I made the right decision not to speak yesterday. It is exactly what you wanted from me. It hurt me a lot to experience. I am sorry for how things turned out. If I was addressed as Andrei, we could have spoken however because you demanded to speak with Michael and not speak with Andrei, the decision made yesterday has settled our affairs once and for all. I am sorry that it ended this way. I am victorious. You thought yesterday that you were going to make me look like a fool, and instead what I saw shocked me and gave me nightmares last night.

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It is not okay to adopt a child from Romania and change the child's name on them when they already know their identity. It is not okay for you to put that child in Attachment Holding Therapy where you physically assaulted me for my own good, restricted access to food, play time, toys, nurture, etc., was physically restrained, spit on in the face, gaslight about lies about my birth mother, a person I never met before; and the list can go on and on. The point is that it's not okay what they did to me and the Justice system prevailed and they lost Michael forever.

Michael was created through a trauma bond and child abuse and the system that did this to me seems like its not doing very well. I didn't see strong healthy people. I saw depressed, overweight, bitter, sickly go'ulds instead who had an axe to grind and I gave them exactly what they wanted; to not speak with Andrei. Andrei survived. Andrei won. God won. God wins. Though I am sad about that choice, I prayed the night before and asked for God to help me and fill me with the Holy Spirit to guide me to victory. It wasn't fair what I survived for the other children. It shouldn't be allowed. How come it took until me to see the truth in Revelation play out before my own lifetime. Why is it that we are here? I do not know.

I love Yeshua and I love life and I am grateful. Thank you God.

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