Mr Muzik man says “I love you” -twice in a row -at just under 2 months! @nermakblack4845 NermakMuzik

Since Our absence from Our sons life, a lot has transpired, by the grace of ‘God’ - We’ll celebrate 3 years of #Recovery from drugs & alcohol on March 17th of this year, 2023. Though it hasn’t all been great. Also suffered a psychological breakdown in recovery, days after Our son was taken out of our life; ultimately diagnosed with schizo-disorder & have since changed Our way of being! (Not just geographically!) 😏 We are stable once again & working towards a vision for life. Nermak Muzik (Bringing it back ‘round to Our son.) His entire situation couldn’t have improved as we’d hoped. During the filming of this video, Unbeknownst to Us, Our Boy Muzik was flown off island by helicopter to a prominent mainland hospital with “Serious respiratory issues” & placed in intensive care for 5 days.

Our sons mom, who is still making horrendous allegations, [Lies], (new ones), almost 2 years after she had Us, (Son’s Father), legally removed (?) [She didn’t provide 1 exhibit in court to back up any of her claims-still got order] -Causing Us to get passionately involved with #FathersRights
*Many people are a little narcissistic, especially addicts like Us! -some more than others & some are a truly diagnosable #narcissist, #Narcissistic Personality : a disconnect between emotion & action. More specifically, folks with NPD are more prone to sufficiently ‘mirror’ people into liking them (‘mirroring’ is an act of imitating the behaviors one believes the other to find desirable in themselves), causing them to unknowingly ‘fall in love with themself.) Those with NPD have trouble identifying their own role in things, seeing how their behavior emotionally effects those around them, tracing real-life ‘effects’ back to any particular ‘causes’. Often compartmentalize &/or use some aspect, some ‘facet in fact’, to manipulate the creation of an ongoing false narrative. (Sprinkle it with truth so it’ll go down as such.)
However elaborate, a large majority of what We’ve read/seen/heard from her (about Us) -is not true!
Plain & simple; We stay quiet because there’s not much point in the alternative (with his mother). Consequent information in new light; Our son is being raised by a very, ‘spiritually sick’ person. Shes called her sons dad, a “rapist”! To even put that out there!?-now for Our son & who knows what he’ll ever be able to fully believe when he asks.
Wondering, worried Beyond words… Never. Ever. And what else is she capable of fabricating (?) Truthfully , we’ve no idea as We’re now prohibited from even seeking pictures of him 🥺 We’ve no recent Knowledge of Our son (or her).
What We do know - & write this to acknowledge-
*Her conduct since conception has put Our son in jeopardy. Facts. This conduct, like mine before Us, is not healthy for the little one! Unfortunately I didn’t exercise much of a ‘voice’ in the relationship because, up until then, I was just ‘step-dad’, & a relatively newer one at that. Usually creating tension was best avoided, *communication was Our #1 problem & ultimately the reason I moved myself out in Nov.2020. Before that, Living at her apartment once Our son was born, I had to pick & choose where to put down the proverbial foot. Now, in hindsight, I see I made the biggest deal of her THC & #Nicotine usage while #pregnant & then while nursing our baby boy. (Bringing this up at the doctors office caused such an ‘argument’ afterwards, I was met with the silent treatment for 5 whole consecutive days.) Eventually I just bought air purifier’s for all over the house & she didn’t have to cease vaping indoors.)
Since my absence, a lot has transpired, by the grace of ‘God’ - I celebrated 2 years in #Recovery from drugs & alcohol on March 17th of this year. Though it hasn’t all been great. Also suffered a psychological breakdown last year, days after Our son was taken out of our life; ultimately diagnosed with schizo-disorder & have since changed Our way of being! (Not just geographically!) 😏 I am stable once again & working towards a vision for life. Nermak Muzik (Bringing it back ‘round to Our son.) His entire situation couldn’t have improved as we’d hoped - based on his moms behavior alone - providing it’s a toxic environment. From discovering Muzik has premature asthma …. To the execution of legalities that unjustifiably prohibit her own son from having a relationship with his loving, biological father - believing it to be a means of ‘getting back at me’. Maybe for any # of the actual, justifiable resentments she’s harbored.