I get over emotional and rage quit

I use a cheap PS3 controller I bought off AliExpress and go up against PC gamers who use keyboard and mouse and see if I can beat them. If I lose I have to do a forfeit as punishment. I play a variety of games in this challenge to prevent boredom and to demonstrate to you how the AliExpress controller fairs across different games.
This video was made with Clipchamp
0:00 Kartrider:Drift
3:35 CSGO
6:59 Paladins
10:14 Start of rage quit