why can't i say what i just said in the way that i said it

what i do is pretty creepy n voyearistic
this is strictly God's Will, i am too paranoid
good at making stuff, critiquing stuff, and critiquing the stuff i make
not comfortable with any of this
skate center...girl voice
6th and 7th grade all the rage
i'm assuming they all skate w/ their phones
strict no phone policy in our future
the phone really was the litmus test
turning yourself into a credit card
maybe from a non-denomic angle, not as cool as those lights on that truck tho
that guitar part tho, that's my life
breaking that fourth wall if this were an actual movie with this timing
in the cd player: johnny's gonna die by the replacements
you know who doesn't die? Jesus Christ
these people don't have much goin for em
your soul contains both good n evil
of course we will continue to fumble cos we are still human in this shit world
i no longer struggle with certain things thanks to God's Grace
that was the twenties
i need this more than they do, that's why i'm stealing it
a whole gamut of emotions, i don't get stuck on perspective
i say that a lot cos it will never cease to be true
energy is a very crucial part of it, and everybody knows that except the audience
if only i could kill it the whole time haha
reflective pauses in the audience always
trying not to use the keyboard and just do stand up
not gonna be productive lugging around that yamaha
whatever the fuck normal ass life means for ag
it is kinda cool no matter what they say
everything is an example of my lifestyle
i'm not making excuses or playing victim
i wanna talk about things that i struggle with
sad ass fact that everybody laughed at
sexual intercourse that makes you feel dead
more conscious about certain subject matter
what if comedy really is therapy
check out the maria bamford show on yt
why did i talk about comedy, it was so pretentious
they dunno what to expect from me
i fast from stand up too, i've seen many do that since it's so depressing
any kinda fame or notoriety freaks me out
at some point sex is typically their intention
it's just human nature, yawl
i'm in trouble...exactly
i act crazy so people leave me alone
shane bianchi knew i was praying
adding to the joke works on stage
don't talk about comedy, the only ones that are interested are other comics
philosophize when you leave not when you start
intros, closers and interludes
the middle really is the hardest part
our work has always been cut out for us