The moment that someone is able to snap you out of it.

This is the key!!
Personally, I have way too much respect for other people in general. And I don’t want to be “rude, unkind, or hurt someone’s feelings”.

Butttt… look at where that has gotten us, thus far. …. 😟

Those days are over!!

It is way past time to go full….
All in!
With not a single Feck given!

Placating to “their” feelings and “sensitivity” to words.. with them KNOWINGLY, using our love and kindness against us.

Will be the very thing, that destroys everyone together.

That outcome…. Is unacceptable. And sometimes, you might have to hurt someone’s feelings, in order to pull them out of the “quicksand” that is surrounding us.

Thank you Chris Paul & Ashe In America!!
And Conservative Daily, for making this conversation possible.

I’m not sure what it was exactly,
but this did something to my brain….
Possibly it helped pull me out of the “quicksand” of keeping my true thoughts and opinions at a “PG, or rated E for everyone” level.

I HAVE been self censoring… for a while now.
In “fear” of being removed from the “cool kids social media” …. Again.

Lord knows, I’m not hanging out in Twitter because I ever thought it was cool.. lol.
I didn’t like it much, when I was allowed to participate under the hidden rules of the Nazi over-watchers.

I was just a “FB Mom”.. sharing pictures of my children, decent dinner plates,
(when I pulled one off) memes and gifs, inspirational quotes of some unknown person… and chief sports photographer for all things, school sports related.

I was content.
I was asleep.
I was oblivious.

And that was just fine with me.

When this nightmare started.. I was one of the easily swayed… not completely convinced, but very wary of what I was seeing and hearing on the “MSM”.. you see, I DID NOT know that they were openly ALLOWED to LIE to us.

Lesson learned.
For the first 2-4 months.. they had me in their grasps.. and I was afraid! I was afraid of watching my husband, my five children , my mother n law..
(whom I’ve learned, since her “sudden and unexpected death”, WAS my best friend) I was terrified that I was going to watch them all die. One by one..
or they would watch me die. Seeing that I DO have an autoimmune disease.. and by all accounts. Was the most susceptible of contracting the BoogeyBug.

I went to work..! Researching material.. testing material… and building “masks”. …. Smfh.
For 10 to 14 hours a day. I built masks in a little room of my house.
In my mind… if this BoogeyBug was as easily contracted, and as deadly as the “death ticker” claimed it to be.
What the fuck… was everyone doing with a dirty, unsealed, flimsy paper mask on their stupid faces. And how in the world, did they think that was sufficient “protection”???

Anyone….?

My masks on the other hand.. 6 layers deep, adjustable wire sewed inside to contour to the chin and nose of said wearer of.

Big selling point.. hand washable therefore reusable. And kinda cute. If I can toot my own little crazy horn.

Oh the time and money that I wasted on that endeavor.
Fully with good intentions, and love for those around me.
I worked relentlessly.. in the name of “public health”… smh 😒

*Long sigh here*
Eventually… I’m guessing because my sixth sense.. or maybe just common sense. Told me something smells fishy…
No one is dying…
No one is dropping dead in the streets around me. As I had seen on the “MSM”.. hmmm…

In the err of cautiousness… I went where every other “common sense, fish smelling” human went.
The internet.
The “social medias”..
and I began to ask questions..?

Most started out along the lines of…
“Is it just me… or”
Because who wants to be “that person”. Asking questions, rocking the boat…. Waking people up??

Oh mannnn!! Did I get a quick lesson on “freedom of speech, thought, expression”… or even an innocent pondering to ones self.. whilst on the internet.
That was a wake up call.. to say the least.
Who knew!!
We are not allowed to ask questions… or even talk to one’s self. Online.

Of course… that was unacceptable bullshit, and would not be tolerated by myself. Or anyone else around me.. or so I thought.

I thought so often. Because I’ll say whatever the fuck I want to say to me. And you can kindly go fuck yourself Mark Zuckerberg. You are a child, and I am a grown ass women. Who the fuck do you think you’re dealing with.. little boy.. 😠🤨🇺🇸🙌🏼

Well. He sure did show me.
One day. I was thinking a thought to myself. As I often do. This was around the time that Rittenhouse was on trial. For defending HIS OWN LIFE… and attempting to protect the people, and businesses that were important to him.

Made sense to me.

If I remember correctly.
I went into my Facebook App… and tappy tap tapped out the bothersome thought on my mind… that demanded to be heard.
Something along the line of.

“If you play stupid games, you might win stupid prizes”

That was the straw that broke the internets back.
Granted. I “had been warned” about my ponderings… and asking of questions to those around me. In an attempt to stay centered and grounded.
I had been warned….

And with that. My account of 12-13 years. Because I am just a basic housewife, mom.. and general cool ass mutha fucka.
Was taken away, without even a chance to “redeem myself”. And with no follow up, no customer service, no one to email…. No one to even tell me what “thing” I said. Aloud, to myself. For others to read.
Was SOOOO bad.. that I was banished away.
Never to be seen again.

Until BonesMama was born.
That bitch is relentless. She doesn’t give a fuck…..
and she doesn’t quit trying, to make her small, individual voice be heard.
Even if it’s only heard by her.
That’s all she wanted in the first place.

To be continued at a later time.
Because apparently I have begun writing an autobiography lol.
But I have things to do. And places to be.

———————————————————split here… from where I began ranting above.

You’ll figure it out.
🤷🏻‍♀️🫶🏼😂🤦🏻‍♀️
hearing you say this out loud.

Popped that little “common courtesy” bubble that has been surrounding my “fuck these people”, inner voice that most often leads me.
I hope it helps everyone else… lose the pleasantries.. and release the f’ing beast.

Link to full original video below 👇🏼
https://rumble.com/v28tgse-conservative-daily-pm-show-with-chris-paul-you-sound-heavily-vaccinated-imy.html