MM# 388 Some Thoughts On The Remarkable Lives Of Babaji And Jesus. (And My Honest Feelings On That)

So I just finished watching a beautiful video about Haidekan Babaji a friend had posted the link and truly a remarkable life very much similar to that of Jesus in the Bible and I just wanted to record what my soul is feeling in response to that. The documentary very much is an overlay, could have been a modern day overlay of the life of Jesus two thousand years ago.

And I believe that every now and then this God Consciousness incarnates in a very pronounced, miraculous way, but at the same time as I was witnessing this Exceptional person, as he manifested himself in this world... at the same time I was paying attention to how my soul was being beginning to feel and I came up with a feeling of resistance in the same manner as I do toward the story in the count of Jesus.

And honestly I question myself if there is something so badly wrong with me, that I seem to find a fly in the ointment whenever I see something or is there something that I am supposed to realise and learn from this feeling that rises Within Me?

And the only thing that I can come up with as I am trying to interpret the feeling within Me is, that we experience an example of what the God life looks like and we start comparing it with the life of Jesus, with the life of Babaji - which are such rare instances that the average human being can start to feel like these are unattainable Heights, unattainable levels.

And the way the natural mind interprets that is that "I can never be that" and so this person is the "only representation of God" in my life, because I am not measuring up to the Miracles, to this extraordinary life, that my life is not God and we end up with the same thing that has troubled Humanity ever since the beginning.

And we end up worshipping and giving our devotion to these high Masters and we're aspiring to be like them but in the process we experience a disconnect in our soul (self abandonment).

Through this natural inclination of saying "well he is God, that is God" and I can never attain to that, I can never change that... is what stops us from the God realisation in Who We Are! We do not value our present life in any Divine Light, because it's not measuring up to Jesus or to Babaji so we see them as exceptions. We see that God is an exception in only a few rare people that have ever come into this life, and psychologically and at the soul level it is so disconnecting!

And I think that is why I feel this resistance to all of these ascendant Masters and maybe it's my ego I don't know but something in me just feels, makes me feel lesser it makes me feel lower. It's the whole shebang all over again that I experienced in Christianity. That the God-Life was something that I could never attain, because I was so below Divinity. I was so below the standard of manifestation of God and I think it's a flaw to elevate these ascendant Masters.

However miraculous their lives have been, it ultimately does not serve Humanity because our mind will make the distinction and the disconnect that we can never attain to that and so we will always be of a lower lesser class of being and that's a dreadful way of being. And we kind of fall out of the peace of 'acceptance'.

And we struggle and we struggle and we're not even sure what we're struggling for because we're not accepting of our being as being good enough as being Divine, because maybe we can't materialise out of thin air into a body and disappear into thin air. You see what I'm saying?

And something in me is is rejecting that, something in me is rejecting that reality and maybe maybe I am after all totally off and on the wrong path? But I can't go against that which I feel on the inside. I've got to be true to that which is on the inside of me which is I believe, the spark and Divinity of God. I may not be a Babaji, I may not be a Jesus that doesn't mean that Renegade is of any lesser importance in this life. That's my commentary on the ascended Masters, on the Babaji's and the Jesus' that have come before us.
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