Little Snafu Part 3, Including One Year Anniversary in Philly and Rally for Sister Elements

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Anything I say or do while experiencing a PTSD-Triggered moment during a livestream is strictly indicative of someone who suffered multiple traumatic events causing shellshock, paralysis of the brain--a freezing-up, if you will, of the normal thought processes--disorientation and the inability to function most normally in society. My words during a PTSD episode, do not necessarily reflect my normal thoughts, beliefs or actions as someone well-adjusted enough to society to walk down the street, operate alone and not be considered a paranoid schizophrenic. The activity I experienced could be described as a crazy-making machine that causes paranoia, big time, and could either actually cause schizophrenia or, better yet, make someone believe he or she is a paranoid schizophrenic. Most people do not meet the criteria of a paranoid schizophrenic, according to many therapists. Because I am seeking one of the only forms of justice that I can obtain--social security disability benefits or SSDI--because of the nature of the crimes committed against me, I would ask that those in-the-know find it within themselves do the right thing by coming clean and compensating me for the pain and suffering, mental anguish, death threats, harassment and orchestrated, pre-meditated events they imposed upon me beginning in January of 2011 through current day. As for anyone else, maybe you can be the hero who steps-up, and stands-in, to donate on behalf of those who simply won't come clean. A PTSD-triggered episodic breakout reflects me in a state not typical of my own values, beliefs or character as someone who has always pursued love, compassion, empathy and nonviolence as a matter of course. Thank you so much for understanding. I absolutely experienced a level of shellshock, and type of shellshock, that is off the charts and is the result of hate crimes, as well as extreme psychological and physical violence which involves, as I noted before, breaking and entering, death threats and ongoing harassment akin to whistleblowing. Such activity in my case is difficult to prove because only circumstantial evidence can be pointed to as opposed to a very specific source, person, community, religious sect, cult, collective or commune. It is simply too difficult to blame one source or person, or pursue a conspiracy charge, if you will. As a result, I am left here on my own having to maintain my own evidence and documentation of what happened beginning in 2011.

#37. RALLY FOR SISTER AND PASSENGER BILL OF RIGHTS
#38. What If You....? And, What Would You Do (if encircled/trapped/milled by people walking on purpose to make you feel trapped/rape-ish kind of thing)
#39. Philly Pride March (not so much a parade under new direction of PHL Collective) 2-hour long version with kick-off and landing in the gayborhood with long stay in front of FBI, the Federal Prison, The African American Heritage Museum and the Federal Reserve! Phew! A long one at its core!
#40 Pre-Crocs, or Knock-Offs. Union League, Lonely Child, Dominoe's Pizza and Gangsters from 1923 and Godfather Time Period + Heart + Paw DEA Disney-fied Comples of Ludlow East Market Plaza
#41 Cursor Moving. Mattress Shaking. Zip Car Crashing into Unavailability.
Unavailable to the general public--Livestreams in which I am triggered. I have saved them in privatized mode and, with a minimum donation of $10, can provide them to you via your email address which you can provide in note sections via donations made through Paypal or Venmo.
Paypal : paypal.me/sharonreneecole
Venmo: @Erin-Vans
Too afraid to expose myself on a grand scale, but want to educate the public about what PTSD can look like and what could trigger it.
Also, trying to earn a living in any way possible while suffering from something I feel was imposed upon me BIG TIME because of an orchestrated series of attacks dating back to 2011.
Many blessings to you and thank you so much for any monetary support you can give.

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