societal standards sending msgs to ag's phantom libido

TERRIBLE chords
what chords HAVEN'T i done
you can count on me to still say it anyway
only God can reward/punish me
stop kidding yourself, kiddo (everyone)
the libido (or lack there of) song
the world would have me feel so stupid and guilt me for not wanting what they want
why do women have to be pretty?
man i sound like my hero, ani difranco
i tried to warn my parents but alas
fauci even looked like a sewer rat
plenty of drugs i've taken that my parents don't understand either
anyway...watchin pretty woman...
FOMO controls this country
sometimes i wish i was pretty and clean
vulgarity and obscenity...alas it won't pass
if the dead bears weren't enough proof
latent inhibition over here
what a luxury to not see things you don't wanna see
they'd have you believe that i see things that aren't there
i look at everyone around me obediently doin what they're supposed to
my uterus has fine potential i know
how often did i hold his hand and i didn't want to
how can you lie to yourself and say you're happy
everybody is an addict and they're fine w/ it
they don't get rewarded for this
every time someone was inside of me, i just wanted to die
i couldn't help but disassociate
i go into a rage thinking about sex hahaha
why i make art. exactly.
do you hear how hard i'm banging these keys
acknowledgment of missing out *AOMO
i just wanna stay over here, fuck you very much
the part of me that is female knows that i'm supposed to want companionship and children but...
embracing the crazy cat ladeh thing
EVERYBODY WILL DIE ALONE
how many phrases get repeated as threats and they're not even true
i accepted that i'm alone and i'm better for it, don't feel sorry for me
i tried so hard to have a boyfriend yawl, i suck at that shit
cluster A and romance don't mix
motivated to pray, make art, and be some dissident or whatever
God should be your best friend
so ideal...spooning whilst drowning
...and they still didn't die together
most don't understand marriage or procreation
gay couples rarely get married
most don't seem to be conscious of what happens with sexual activity
i have to live with this for the rest of my life
it's always my fault, not self-deprecation but self-awareness
sapiosexuality is why they dig me
lust is just so silly
not being pretty has opened the doors for me
women worthlessly obsess about whatever they think will fix everything
God will make it okay that you're broken if He doesn't fix you
i no longer have meltdowns, i've got meltups
i'm right where i'm supposed to be, on my knees
i can always use pain to seek the Father and further develop my relationship
you're miserable cos you trust Satan