Jaiz - I'm Sorry For...

"I'm Sorry For..." is a song about giving in to fear, running from love, and ultimately asking for forgiveness.

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Lyrics & Vocals by Jaiz
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Instrumental by VTZ
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Directed by Snypod

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Lyrics

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears

I told you when we started talking
Please whatever you do just don't fall in
Love with me cause I will only cause grief making
it clear
I'm not a man who's trying to steer
His wheels down a road of devotion and love
Even though I don't know the feeling much I know enough
That I'm really not a man who can handle
Such an emotion see I come from a castle
Of loneliness and isolation cause it's the only place I feel
safe in
I feel so embraced in
The arms of the dark cause throughout all these years
It was the only place that has always been here
Holding me so very tight in it's grasp
The way I am now sheds light on my past
I don't wanna be a man who could hurt someone
But it looks like I am please forgive me because

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears

It's rough being up in this spot now
I'm so used to being the one who gets shot down
But I don't want you to get the wrong impression
I'm still feelin' you girl but I keep myself protected
By vetoing commitments I can't keep
And not trying to grab the stars that I can't reach
I can't explain the way that I am cause I can't understand me
But I know that I'm too demanding
Of myself cause I wanna be something that doesn't exist
And I can't turn to God cause I'm in love with sin
See the demons inside won't let me live in peace
All I wanna see is bliss in my life but I'm in too deep
Of a world I created and I hate it
But I lack the inner strength to kill this inner creation
It's up to me whether or not I feel elation
And for your sake I really wish I could have made this painless

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears

Baby don't sweat this boy you can do so much better
You got your whole life to fall in love hope this letter
Doesn't get you down girl don't be this way
You don't need a man all you need is faith
In yourself don't let these other people choose your fate
Believe me I know I tried to be the guy others wanted to create
But if you're not content wit' yourself
You will never be able to elevate and excel
To a level that you'll wanna reach one day
You can go and pray and attend church every Sunday
If there is a God there's only so much he could do
It's hard to believe that your world could change if you don't believe in you
Our biggest obstacles are ourselves
I mean life is all about dealing with the cards we're dealt
I stress don't deal with life the way that I do and be a coward
Allowing this world to have the power

(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears