Messages from my Son Zahwa who lost his life on October 29, 2019.

Ask any Mother or Father, Grandparent if they have heard from their precious young one who lost their lives and they will tell you about seeing them or signs they "knew" were from them.

This picture of Zahwa was taken one year into prescription addiction to opiates and ended up being four years of extreme stress where we spent most days together, talking, and sharing, and while he acknowledged that "this thing may take him out," I begged that this not happen.

He was sober free from opioids for 3 months, working, and doing well and I believe he was killed by someone after I left the place he had begun renting a half block from UMD with college students.

We had a code and certain "key" words.

While in business providing bodywork, wellness, and guidance, licensed and insured between 2-1-03 and 2021, I worked with hundreds of people, often 3-4 per day, 5 days per week supporting myself and Zahwa as he was a minor. During that time, I provided ancestor names, identification, medical intuitive insights, scanning, and more - this is because I explain the early teachings and the way of life: how I eat, detox and habits.

As a Behavioral Neuroscience student at a local university today at age 61, I am repairing my physical issues from gutwrenching stress, and pain. After my son's life was taken, our family home had a refi due in a year. He knew I wanted out of Cloquet and he facilitated that, I had to do the hard work of a complete remodel, clean, and worked until I dropped physically to secure that for myself and the dogs.