ALLAH STOPS YOUR RIZQ IF YOU DO THIS SIN

Sometimes you be tested not because you sin, but because Allah wants to check the level of your faith in Him. Our beloved prophet were hungry for days not because he sinned, before Ayyub AS also did not sin to be ripped off every blessing, but a test from Allah that he granted Satan to do whatever he can take if he can take him off the straight path. Whatever I go through, I have full trust in my Lord. My equal in mankind and my siblings in faith, blessings and success for every doer of good.
This is right my brothers and sisters, also when the sins rest on the heart, they show on the limbs. Literally your body can feel tired and your mind confused/lost. The one about alienation I have especially felt, but don't forget Allah is most merciful of even the most merciful of those on earth who show mercy. There is no greater friend, protector and nourisher but Allah. I committed shirk and felt dead because of it but even that he forgave. Alhamdullilah rabbilalameen 🤲