idealized audience member that does not exist

forgive me if this is boring
i'm sure you've gathered...
i fear pissing off God more than being boring
it's just a lotta stuff yawl
medicine for the world that i live within
i got an arsenal behind me
what's in the arsenal amy
info on myself always
i don't understand people that dunno themselves
you choose to stare at a screen
pay pieces a shit to tell you what you should already know yourself
sari about my boring ass chord progressions
better when i'm good at what i'm playing
the strength of what i do is in what i'm saying
at least i hope so (so true)
naturally it goes out