Day3 living without grandma:I want to cry but can't... what do I do&how to cope with it?

#grief #bereavement #copingwithgrief #copingwithdepression #antinatalism #mylifeisshit #Godkillmenow #lifeisshit #suicidalthoughts
Filmed on 07/10/2022 AEDT

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