(Who is) #DaamnKam @DaamnTalk? ~ {haven’t a clue, but here’s stuff about him} - #DTDJO #DontJustObey

*@ 30 y/o, *nearly 2 decades ‘missed’-diagnosed, *13 page ‘criminal’ history report, *8 inpatient rehabs & *over a dozen jails- *totaling over 2 years of confinement… RECOVERY IS STILL POSSIBLE!!!!! Last year, after experiencing a seemingly random & utterly insane mental collapse of Our psyche, We were diagnosed with Schizo-E-disorder, a genetic mental-disability mimicking that of #Schizophrenia. The breakdown occurred just days after receiving an officer at Our door, with service of a perspective restraining order against ‘me’ & Our (then) 7-month old son, (via his mother).
The situation deteriorated quickly as on March 9th, 2021, We called 911 while pulling onto the side of a quiet, wooded road; underwent what felt like a heart attack after the onset of the most extreme panic-attack We’d ever had. After, (another), blackout, (the 2nd that night thus far), We ‘came to’ coasting 5mph on the wrong side of a similarly wooded, 2-lane road, with at least 3 cop cars & an ambulance surrounding Our ‘yota like they were Our own private escort service... ~{With a working ignition interlock in Our truck, We attempted to explain that We were in serious need of ‘physical/mental help.’} Mind you, We were rapidly digressing into ‘textbook’ paranoid delusion… We remember believing that the officers were attempting to perform an ‘exorcism’ on Us while at the hospital. Three large, male officers had Us pinned down onto a bed as the forth officer took out the biggest Daamn needle to take my blood. Struggling not only physically, We were mentally wrestling to comprehend what was unfolding & losing the battle!
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(Continued from ‘DaamnageControl’)
‘Our sons mom, who is still making horrendous allegations, [Lies], (new ones), almost 2 years after she had Us, (Son’s Father), legally removed (?) [She didn’t provide 1 exhibit in court to back up any of her claims-still got order] -Causing Us to get passionately involved with #FathersRights
*Many people are a little narcissistic, especially addicts like Us! -some more than others & some are a truly diagnosable #narcissist, #Narcissistic Personality : a disconnect between emotion & action. More specifically, folks with NPD are more prone to sufficiently ‘mirror’ people into liking them (‘mirroring’ is an act of imitating the behaviors one believes the other to find desirable in themselves), causing them to unknowingly ‘fall in love with themself.) Those with NPD have trouble identifying their own role in things, seeing how their behavior emotionally effects those around them, tracing real-life ‘effects’ back to any particular ‘causes’. Often compartmentalize &/or use some aspect, some ‘facet in fact’, to manipulate the creation of an ongoing false narrative. (Sprinkle it with truth so it’ll go down as such.) However elaborate, a large majority of what We’ve read/seen/heard from her (about Us) -is just not true.

Our thought(?) My primary concern has been & will always continue to be -the well being of my only son; We are honestly scared for Muzik Orion! Not because of any one possible health condition -Having lived in ‘her household’ for years, witnessing not just the disfunction-but the danger. (Having admittedly added to it before seriously getting help in Dec2019) I worry that His mom may be creating a pre-meditated ‘bad-mom-excuse-card’, one to eventually ‘whip out’ while claiming she did the best she could with raising a kid who’s, “On the spectrum”… His big sister, Our step-daughter, is actually on the spectrum - sort of - with a learning disability & emotionally stunted growth, it can be difficult for her in school & in social situations. (&claims were made that We ‘abused her’ as well) 😔THIS- breaks my heart -because I stood up to her in defense of her daughter on multiple occasions over the years when discipline/structure would lack & lack & lack until it crumbled & the verbal abuse started.

Being a dad became my whole entire world before he was even born; January 2nd 2020 - Then for the first 7 months, it was Nermak Muzik for real! Dad & son time almost every day - Until We were hit by surprise with a restraining order prohibiting any more visits. That was in March of 2021.
More about Our story on Our blog DaamnTalk
What’re your thoughts on this particular situation, (from your experience).
We’ve created this for Us -sons, fathers, mothers, uncles brothers, daughters & grandfathers - diagnosis involved or not - physical, mental, paychological pain… its real! We need to be able to openly share on the issues that really matter & not have to ‘type in fear’!
*Connect with Us directly at www.DaamnTalk.com ~{rarely on these ‘main’vein-platforms’.
Please keep the talk goin! Mom’s & •Dad’s -
-Advice from experience is appreciated!
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