i'm just a child of God that acts really odd

did comedy tonight at a new place
terrible and i was nervous per usual
whenever i watch it tho (3 days)
i'll figure it out, trusting the process
i wish people would repeat better things
just reiterate the bullshit
women are funny x3
all 5 funny women alive
i hate what i do and yet i know it's brilliant
authentic whatever it is
hating the time i'm in more than anyone has ever hated their time
no jurisdiction it's just what i gather
there is life outside the world yawl
i love how i change my mind in five seconds
there's always stuff to _____ about
back when i was eleven yrs old
a news article changed my life back in the day
this gift was at first very much a curse
so glad i smoked bags n bags of weed
the out stinks
this world is disgusting eventually gon be combusting
we can only hope right
i wish climate change was real
i still want there to be a chance
there's a part of me that wants to be apathetic
talkin a buncha shit on the internet, that's pretty much all they do
so lazy, uncreative, and ever so predictable
no hope/faith in the human race
leading by example w/ flip phone
at least i tried