NEFFEX - Till I Let Go

Swear I won’t forget this
Why do I regret this
In my mind reckless
Thoughts are feeling endless
Sitting up I’m breathless
Anxiety’s infectious
I feel so defenseless
Betrayed and embarrassed
I hate being open
I hate being broken
I feel like an ocean filled up with emotion
Anger ain’t a potion
Rub it on like lotion
I can feel it soak in
Reopen
The scars have awoken

I can’t move on till I let go
I feel so lost never at home
Need to be strong every breath hope
Cuz I can’t move on till I let go

I need time to deal
The pain makes it real
I don’t want to feel
I just wanna kill
The bad thoughts and steal
A good thought and meal
I’m just lost I feel
I’m just lost I feel
I need time to heal
I can’t steer the wheel
Cuz this drive it kills
It’s gives me the chills
An ice road it feels
I slip off and peel
And crash all the steel will I ever heal?

I can’t move on till I let go
I feel so lost never at home
Need to be strong every breath hope
Cuz I can’t move on till I let go